Are you feeling
like your hope has gone up in smoke because of something that
you've done wrong, or a sin you've recently committed?
Maybe it is
something that you promised God you won't commit it ever again, but yet you
found yourself committing it all over again! And now, you are really feeling
bad about it and wish you could turn back time. You may even be feeling that
God is really angry with you right now, and is all-out to punish and suffer you
from now on!
Ephesians 1:7 (NKJV) says, 'In Him (Christ) we have redemption through His blood, the
forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace'. It says here 'we
have'. It doesn't say 'we try to get' the forgiveness of sins!
"Pastor, in that case, does
it mean that as a believer in the New Covenant, I don't need to repent?"
God has definitely not gone soft
with sin under the New Covenant. A sin is a sin, and a sin still has to be
punished. Just that Jesus in all His grace has carried upon Himself your
punishment (Isaiah 53:5). So, of course there is a place for repentance.
'Repentance' is 'metanoia' in Greek, which actually means 'change the way of
thinking'. When a believer who is under grace realizes he has done
wrong, he then 'repents', i.e. acknowledge it with God, and then 'change
his ways', yet also knowing
that he has already been forgiven, through the blood of Jesus Christ.
So, my point here is it's not about you don't acknowledge or
repent (i.e. change your ways). What I'm saying is 'you don't have to beg
and keep begging Him for forgiveness', because under grace, you are already forgiven,
whether it's your past, present, or even future sins!
I know of many believers who are still struggling and begging
God for forgiveness, and even after crying and pleading Him hard, they still
aren't sure if they really have been forgiven or not! That's the problem. This
in turn causes 'guilt' within, which then leads to 'fear' (that
something bad's going to happen to them due to those sins they've committed),
and eventually this 'fear' leads to stress, depression, and even sicknesses.
See how one leads to another?
So, in conclusion, all is not lost and hopeless yet for you. What you need to do
now is to settle it in your
heart once for all, that as a believer, you already have
the forgiveness of sins, because God sees you in Christ, not
by what you do, but by what He has already done for you on the cross. Amen.